Well im out of the woods and into the city, same old same old i guess, atleast now i have a job and am making decent money.. i mean hell its more then minimum wage, hell anyways its lonly here, no one i know nouthing familer and the same as where i used to live... no friends... aside from the conversations i have with the wounderfull lesbian babes i have at hot topic when im buying cloths, there realy isend anyone i realy talk to or hang out with i mean.. sure theres clubs out here, but still.. going to a club alone?! heh.. well according to my Uncles BF im hot... riiight.. well i do catch people staring at me... hmm i guess thats a start.. hmm there is this boy.. that if i could i would totaly talk to him, but every time i walk by i feel all fluttery sigh he works right near hot topic too realy cute.. there are some nice looking girls around here, and seeing how i go both ways and have the shirt that makes it perfectly clear to everyone that i go both ways i dont see why ive not had any conversations with anyone as of yet.. le sigh... how much more pain must one suffer till he finds his way through life hand in hand with someone he would love.

All and all... im glad i moved... atleast now i have a fighting chance.